Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Walk too far
Those opinions combined with the idea to increase my speed so it takes me less time to walk the same distance I am going to walk to these destinations that have been dubbed "too far".
That being said. I have made a small list and would love some continued suggestions. Everyone needs something to motivate them and challenge them to achieve and this already has me wanting to put my walking shoes on and get out there! :)
1- The temple
2- Utah State University
3- My friend Chuck's house
4- Macey's
5- Casper's Ice Cream
6- Pepperidge Farm
Essentials for Operation "Walk too far"
I hope to post photos of this adventure along the way.
Monday, June 11, 2012
It works for me
The reason I mention this event in my life at all is because it was something that worked for me. I find doing jumping jacks during the commercial breaks of my favorite tv show or jogging in place while waiting for my soup to heat up on the stove were silly and unrealistic for me. I had to find something I could stick with and I did. On the days I don't go to the gym, dance, bike ride, or whatever I decide to do I get my 5+ miles in and it motivates me to make good choices throughout my day.
Find something that works for you. I promise that if you do you will never look back regretfully.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
August 2010 = June 2012
I hated it. I cried because I was alone for the first few months. I am sure I am not a rare case nor I did I believe I was. I survived it with the help of my parents and my loving fathers kindness. I got through it and came out a different and stronger young woman. I experienced so many firsts and many events that I had only dreamt of.
Life is cyclic I think. We face challenges, grow, and come out better in an unending pattern. I am back to this place I loathed being and hoped I would never return to again. I am back to where I started in August of 2010. Its a different month and year but the situation proves to be all too familiar. I know its time for me to grow. I need to stretch and learn a bit more humility but I wish it didn't come with so much pain.
So as I have said so many times:
Here I stand at the open door with my loves, dreams, and hopes cupped in the palm of my hand. I inhale and release my grip as they are released into the world. With the freedom of my hands I grip the edge of the door as I stare out into the darkness. This time I don't know which direction to go or where to begin. The air is filled with a still cool blackness. Trusting in my father once again I move. Where? I do not know. All I know is, as before, my path will be lit once I take my first step. So I inhale until I feel my lungs are about to burst and lift my right foot and move it out into the darkness... .
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Bucket List (What?! Really?!)
This list is a combination of frivolous pursuits (but enjoyable) and those that I find soul filling.
1- Machu Picchu
2- The Swiss Alps
3- Great Wall of China
4- Easter Island
5- The Smithsonian's
6- Learn conversational spanish
7- Learn to say "hello" in 50 languages
8- Go paragliding
9- Go white water rafting.
10- Learn to fly a plane
11- Take canon tour (traversing between trees on a zip line)
12- Go to the National Cherry Blossom Festival, Washington, DC
13- Visit Germany and drive or ride on the Autobahn
14- Visit Norway
15- Visit all 50 states
16- Learn how to use a pogo stick
17- Learn to play chess (teach someone)
18- Learn more about astronomy
19- Make a piece of furniture you are proud of
20- Find the parents of Helena Jonsson and find my ancestors. (family history)
21- Learn how to embroider
22- Learn how to make my own earrings
23- Build a Habitat for Humanity Home
24- Volunteer at a soup kitchen
25- Finish one of my short stories
26- Be a good (in terms of religion- all good things come from God therefore being good denotes a characteristic of deity) person in all of my roles in life.
27- Own a piano
28- Learn how to properly tune a piano
29- Own a pet (preferably a cat but I do enjoy dogs too)
30- Go whale watching
31- Ride a gondola
32- Witness an eclipse
33- Learn archery
34- Take a basic self-defense class
35- Learn how to belly dance ( the traditional belly dancing)
36- Go rock climbing with my brother
37- Visit the Tillamook Cheese Factory
38- Visit the Salt Lake City Zoo while listening to Shakira's "Waka waka (This Time for Africa) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRpeEdMmmQ0
39- Learn how to play "Lord I would Follow Thee" or "I Feel My Saviors Love" on the guitar. (Learn how to play the guitar.)
40- Accumulate 5 extra miles of walking in a day.
41- Make it to the top of an outdoor climb
42- Go skiing in 2014
43- Go cross-country skiing
44- Take more photos
45- Write in journal at least 3 times a week
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Who is Victoria?
Victoria rose oliverson is a tall wise woman with long brown eyelashes, dark brown hair and a radiant olive complexion. She has four pet frogs: george, almoner, jack, and pepper. Living off the coast of Paranesia in a small quaint town named after her great great great grandfather Hanrich MeAnndelger lived Victoria.
She watered her garden everyday wanting the plants to grow tall and green leaving vibrance to fill the garden and her life. Her chore was to keep herself so engulfed in her garden that she wouldn't think about Yakani.
Yakani was a tame man, burnt brown eyes, warm chestnut hair, and a fierce gaze that startled old women and swooned the young. Yakani was charming most women adored him looking for any opportunity to persuade him to marry them. Obviously all of these women have failed but not victoria. She didn't even know who he was until a chance meeting.
Victoria often sings sweet songs and reciting poetry of sorts.
"Where to begin but ere they follow so sweet we sing and so be there no wallow…"
She would sing and dance in rhythm to the music of her garden. Yakani wandered past one day as Victoria religiously sang to her garden to bring life and light enriching its fertilized seeds with songs of peace and nourishment. Calmly she sat on a nearby stump and stopped earlier than normal to think. This is when Yakani walked by. In her heart she sang songs of sorrow. How she wished for what she did not have and knew not those wishes were making her unhappy. Her eyes filled with hopelessness and her face fell deeply into her hands. Yakani stopped peering around a nearby oak. Victoria continued to weep whilst attempting to sing sweet songs to her roses but the sweetness melted into words of an unsettled heart.
"Where to begin but ere they follow so bitterly they weep and in deep holes they follow… down down down they go…"
Yakani was a bit estranged to the words and felt a coldness around his being. Although her words were chilling and quite depressing something hopeful whispered from nearby in her words. She wondered about Yakani today and knew that words could not speak for her nor could her actions explain much of anything to the dashing Yakani. So in her silence she kept. Yakani walked on but pondered on those words of Victorias: "Where to being but ere they follow so bitterly they weep and in deep holes they follow…down down down they go…"
Question: My question is what do you think should happen next?
Friday, March 16, 2012
Kindness

